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My name is sydney and i like to dance. So will you dance with me? kthx. So i think llamas are sexy. &i love eating chickens. muwaha. yet i wish i could be a vegetarion though i could not NOt eat meat for a day. =( sad yes i know. im not very busy but i just started reffing soccer so i dont know anymore. i am too lazy to do ANYTHING. ugh. im always on the computer in my spare time. or im at miriels, but there i am also on the computer. but thats not alllll i do i also have been playing drums for 2 1/2 years! WOOT. i wish i could play keyboard, i told my friends that and they started cracking up. why? i still dont know.i draw alot and i write songs/poems im not sure what they are. usually if you combine what i write it turns into a pretty good song. hehe. i drink diet cokes like i breathe. i always have one and i have about 5 on the computer. sometimes i pick up the wrong one and its gross cause its all warm and old. BLEH! im very closed minded and i wont try any foods. im also very picky. im also probably the mosy self conscious person youll every meet. but i hate complaining cause then it looks like im searching for attention, but i HATE attention and hate when all eyes are on me because i dont know what they are thinking and i get all nervous and im a wreck. miriel says i never smile when im in the hallways and im always looking down. cause i dont want anyone looking at me. o well. i love wearing shoes and i hate being bearfoot its just gross. ew. my feet become all dirty and egh. GROSS. i have to have my room clean at all times or i get really mad and i hate when im too lazy to clean cause then im just super annoyed on how dirty it is and i need to clean it but i just cant cause i ... i dk i just cant. i spray the toliet seat everytime i go to the bathroom with lysol because i dk what or who has been on that... EW. i have hardly any friends, and i get depressed everytime i thikn about how everyone else is out haveing good times with like 10 friends when all i have is about 4 friends. pathetic i know. but im not shy at all. im very talkitive and outgoing. i just have toooo many aquantinces and not enough friends. =(. ii hate it. i also hate life most of the time. i really do think its pointless. ahh o well. i also dont believe in god. if he was real he'd want us living not worshiping him all the time and stuff, and he'd actually help us, and if you havent noticed, praying doesnt help at all. your god isnt listening to you and he isnt watching you all the time. but i dont mind people who do believe in him, just dont try to get me to. i hate my braces so much. DIEEEEEEEEEE BRACES. i name alll my furniture and i also name my favorite possetions. modest mouse, senses fail, and panic! at the disco are my favorite bands. but its in the opposite order right there. it should go panic!at the disco,first, senses fail,second, and then modest mouse. im just to lazy to earse and type again. & i know no one is going to read this i just have nothing else to do with my time. HAHA. lazyy me. i LOVE taking pictures, but not of myself. i mean like photography in a way. i hate when good bands go mainstream and change. ugh i hate it so much. i also hate when good bands become mainstream, which they are thanks to myspace. AHHH. o well i cant change anything. soo thats all there really is to me.